Hep, Yuku, and the Whole Damned Thing

[krisinluck]

I'm posting this for one reason: This board is an archive of Hepstory (the history of Hep's erratic and sometimes off the wall shenanigans for the past several years). I'll be damned if I'm willing to let this slide after all these years of *trying* to be her friend only to have her smack me around then get all morose about it later and claim to take the high road.

The high road hasn't done much for me in this particular relationship, so fuck it. Let's roll in the mud a bit.

I'm done walking on the eggshells - forever and ever.

I'm only posting her posts and my own, although her latest enablers check in at the end and one in particular is interesting. I am NOT proud of everything I said in that thread, but I'm not editing my words or hers. I said it, I'll own it.

If this thread is a problem for you, don't read it.

If it's not a problem for you, and you have something to add, feel free. As you'll see if you read on, she herself called for "open season".

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(Please note that it's not likely the links will work for long - once this is transferred you'll see that she's already announced that it's "locked up" and she's going to "put it away".)


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On August 11, I moved the "Yuku Doings" thread into archives and started this (http://www.therossshow.com/showthread.php?t=10324)thread explaining why. I was up to my eyeballs in changes going on, and I just didn't have the time or energy to track that board. Besides that, I really hoped Hep could make a go of it there without falling into the predictable patterns.

I wish now I hadn't done that - so much has happened since then that will go unsaved because trying to catch up is hopeless once she moves/deletes the threads. Most of us know the story from previous episodes, and only the names have changed.

Due to a friendly exchange in email, I thought all the nasties were put to rest. Then, in her "roomieless" thread, I got hit with this (http://timefor.yuku.com/reply/23562/t/Kristatorship.html#reply-23562): "Where people shat upon each other daily, and Old Guard watched on in horror as they ate their smiley popcorn, shuddered in dismay and refreshed every two minutes so they wouldn't miss each shuddering moment of horror. In one metroplis of Boardieland, Shiva The Destroyer turned his metropolis into a Kristatorship forcing those that chose to remain into cells of people named Moanvinas. Battling against the Moanvinas was a single warrior, wielding his pen as a sword, thrusting deep into the masses his wurdz of wizdumb. This epic tale will keep you turning each and every page...or clicking of your vibrating mouses (mice?) the trials and eventual destruction of...Boardieland".Since the sap I used to be isn't quite as sappy anymore; so I was audacious enough to post this (http://timefor.yuku.com/reply/23623/t/Kristatorship.html#reply-23623)in response:I won't be lobbing any bricks - padded or not - in response, but damn, Hep. I thought we were past all this shit.

I've refrained from posting anything over there that has gone down here, even when you banned Miv from here (dictatorship? Yeah...the only people who got banned there actually earned it. I never banned anyone based on what other posters wanted) and then headed over there to lash at her. Not to mention the attacks on me. And Kazoo. For daring to have lives away from the electronic box. The freakin' HORROR! image

Silly me. I guess I'm a slow learner. Or a sucker. Or both. But if you are going to post stuff like this, I am not likely to continue to restrain the urge to post about what I read here.I could have done what I have done in the past, which is ignore it. But I'm not ignoring things that sting anymore, and that pretty much goes for everything. In hindsight, I should have just posted the first paragraph and let the rest be, but damn I am tired of the same old game.

Her first response (http://timefor.yuku.com/reply/23626/t/Kristatorship.html#reply-23626): Well, I see some dont have a sense of humor. As I said before, I was playing. Teasing. You know...TEASING? I didnt say anything hateful or hurtful or mean. I was TEASING. But yet there you go, with the fucking threats again. Go afuckinghead and post what you read here you anal, hateful, vicious bitch. KNOCK YOURSELF OUT. ...and the second (http://timefor.yuku.com/reply/23627/t/Kristatorship.html#reply-23627), nine minutes later: Actually...bring it on bitch. Your board needs some hits and you need to feel good about yourself again, dontcha? Ill play. For a little while.When I didn't respond (because I was out doing the garage sale thing with Daughter), this (http://timefor.yuku.com/reply/23630/t/Kristatorship.html#reply-23630)went up: And while Im at it, kris, since you want this to be whatever you think it was/is, I guess Ill lob the first one without padding. Mivona was banned for doing the exact same thing shes doing at TRS. You know...where shes ridiculing religion and posting more pics of jesus with a boner. But the latest one is with his arms around two children. Isnt that special? Posters there were offended and you chose mivona..again..over them. Me? I banned her ass because she offended my friend. Remember her? The one you wont have anything to do with because she and I are friends and you cant control that any more? Remember her? Oh..and WHERE is your response you said you were going to post on TUESDAY last? I thought that hilarious. You come in that thread, say youve had pms about it, and you have something to say but it will have to be on TUESDAY. You want to refer to an offending thread 4 days later? What are you? Wimpy on Popeye?

And kazoo. Dear kazoo. I can handle her, but I refuse to kowtow with her any more than I will for you. Every fucking sentence is how busy she is. So? Is that such a bad thing? Did I make fun of what she does? Nope. Did I post private words of hers? Nope. Have I ever used her ebay dealings as an insulting sigline? Nope. Silly me, I commented on how shes always busy but always seems to find the time to waggle her finger at everyone else. Thats sooooooooo mean, aint it?

Then you send me a pm recently, telling me (what I THOUGHT you were telling me, anyway) was that you missed me at TRS, you got all moved in to your new abode and all this was stupid stuff. Or was that my words? Im sure you kept a copy...just in case, right? So silly me goes back AGAIN, and you find offense at me telling Mivona shes a mean bitch. NOW youre saying I followed her over there? So any time anyone posts a response to her hatefulness, its following her?
Ok. Then why are YOU here, kris? You and Kazoo? I thought you didnt want to be around "those people", which post HERE? Do correct me if Im in error.

Your turn. Make sure you make reference to things that cant be found at TRS though. Youre Miss Own Your Own Words, aintcha? Then why are you hiding threads?...and three minutes later...btw...anyone with a beef with kris and company are welcome to participate. I said I didnt want that here...but I changed my mind. For now. Feel free. Tis open season right now....and five minutes after that...btw..Im really REALLY busy busy busy today getting things moved around since we, too, are in the process of people moving in and out. Which means Ill be in and out myself. Hold yer drawers if you are eagerly awaiting a response, kris & Co, to whatever you lob my way that might be juicy enough to make you feel all big and powerful.

more to come...

[krisinluck]

Note: no more links. I figure that thread will be gone gone gone anyway, and if not, it's easy to find through the links in the OP.

I got back online about almost four hours later. My :"Kristatorship" was teasing, huh? Sure it was, Hep. You've had your knickers in a twist since November when I joined Ross over there. You can't stand it. Never have been able to stand it. You've bitched about it from the start.

And if it was indeed "teasing", one would expect you wouldn't go all violent on me saying I wasn't very amused by it. But nooooooooooo....you have to spew..."fucking threats again. Go afuckinghead and post what you read here you anal, hateful, vicious bitch." And that's just the first post after you split the thread, changed the title on it and didn't even bother with a note to let the readers know what was going on with it! LOL...yeah, and I'm the dictator!

Then there was this one:

Hepburn101 wrote: Actually...bring it on bitch. Your board needs some hits and you need to feel good about yourself again, dontcha? Ill play. For a little while.

I don't need hits on a board to feel good about myself, Hep. I don't need endless waves of attention to feel good about myself. I could give a shit, frankly, if TRS survives or not because I no longer need these boards to survive/escape my miserable existence. I am no longer miserable nor am I merely existing. I've managed my escape. I'm alive, for the first time since before I came online.

I feel really sorry for you. She replies two hours later:That the best ya got?

I was thinking about it today as I was moving things around. yeah..I was teasing. But, you chose to see it as not so funny. Big fucking deal. In the bigger things in life, this is nothing. So, keep your knickers twisted, try to dodge the ball, and continue your little games. Youre funny. Do try to at least entertain us....and eight minutes after that...
And that's just the first post after you split the thread, changed the title on it and didn't even bother with a note to let the readers know what was going on with it! Ahem. My beach. My waves. Sound familiar? And I dont need to let my members know. They are pretty smart. None are silly or need infractions or time outs or spanked or told they are children...nor do I treat them like they are stupid, silly or want infractions or be treated like children. Nor do I need to hide threads for them.

Do continue. Tit, tat.(Poor Maggie got caught in the crossfire because Hep just split off the thread, titled it Kristatorship, and it showed Maggie as the author...Maggie goes to Trouble's board and says "I didn't start that thread!" gah...common courtesy would be to let the members know, but...well. It's Hep World. Things are different there.)

I was going to just stop, because trying to talk to her when she's like that is akin to farting in the wind; the stink sticks to you. But I wasn't going to let her paint that I turned my back on Oddish, because I most certainly did NOT. There is one more thing I am going to address: Hepburn101 wrote: I banned her [Miv] ass because she offended my friend. Remember her? The one you wont have anything to do with because she and I are friends and you cant control that any more? Remember her?Indeed I do. She and I have been friends for years, even when one (or both) of us were on your shit list, we had each other.

That changed when this board opened, but not by my hand. I didn't walk away from her. She walked away from me when mawam went off with personal information, and she apparently found that to be just fine and dandy. I can take a hint, so I backed off and gave her all the space she may need. Shortly after that, I began blogging again behind a protected list, documenting what was happening with the family during the separation...at that time I pruned the protected list of anyone I hadn't heard from for a long time or who I felt uncomfortable sharing that kind of intense stuff with. Unfortunately, I no longer felt comfortable with her being there after she left me hanging on Mawam's hook on a public board.

If she wants to contact me, she knows how. She's got my email address, she's got the messaging system at the blog site, and she's got my cell phone number. I would not turn her away, and she knows that. So do you, for that matter. You've done far worse than leave me hanging on a sock's hook, and I've never turned you away either. I'm a terrible, terrible person! LOL Hepburn101 wrote: image


That the best ya got?

I was thinking about it today as I was moving things around. yeah..I was teasing. But, you chose to see it as not so funny. Big fucking deal. In the bigger things in life, this is nothing. So, keep your knickers twisted, try to dodge the ball, and continue your little games. Youre funny. Do try to at least entertain us. Unless you have bumped your head quite hard, you know very well it's not the best I've got.

It's just all I'm willing to waste time on at the moment, especially at a board that will disappear completely once your pity party consumes you.Takes her ten minutes to produce this: Does that mean youre leaving now that you have the last shot (which is pretty pitiful imho)? image

Youve been predicting this board to fail since I opened it, and you freaked out that I said something nice to someone I wasnt supposed to say it to. In short..I climbed out of thebox. Panicked much?
...and three minutes later, this... Unless you have bumped your head quite hard, you know very well it's not the best I've got.

Like I said..bring it on. But do keep in mind that this is NOW, not THEN. Your backup isnt there for you any more. Youve chased off just about everyone, dear. So..lets what what ya got. But keep in mind you better have proof..which means you have to unhide things youve been hiding you thought you were doing so discreetly.I got back to it about 20 minutes later: Hepburn101 wrote: Unless you have bumped your head quite hard, you know very well it's not the best I've got. Like I said..bring it on. But do keep in mind that this is NOW, not THEN. Your backup isnt there for you any more. Youve chased off just about everyone, dear. So..lets what what ya got. But keep in mind you better have proof..which means you have to unhide things youve been hiding you thought you were doing so discreetly. What the hell are you talking about? I've been sharing board space and watching you repeat this exact performance for about ten years, Hep. Now, then...same stuff, new boards that will soon be history without so much as a trace but the quotes that make it to other boards. It's almost too bad I stepped away from the Yuku thread at TRS, because no way am I going to go back and update all the stuff that's happened in the meantime.

Do you *really* want me to bring the thread back out that I put away when I said that I wouldn't critique this board and your behavior as the owner? How about those threads that were put away before I joined the admin team over there - like the threads when The Patio truth all came out? Can I bring those back out? It's not like I have to ask permission from Ross...they are right there for me to move at my choosing. Maybe the thread where you nailing a current friend (who was an enemy then) for being a cutter when under stress can be found as well, and shown the light of day to these new people you have fooled so far?

Those are the only "hidden" things I have. Discretion has never been your strong suit, so there is an abundance available even without bringing anything out of hidden archives. Your call, Hep. I don't really care one way or the other. Hepburn101 wrote: Does that mean youre leaving now that you have the last shot (which is pretty pitiful imho)? Youve been predicting this board to fail since I opened it, and you freaked out that I said something nice to someone I wasnt supposed to say it to. In short..I climbed out of thebox. Panicked much? Nope. Not panicked. Not planning to leave, either, unless you ban me. I'm enjoying some of the new folks you brought in when you went searching Yuku for new blood. I haven't caused any trouble here - I simply said this morning that I was offended by Kristatorship since I thought we were past all that snark, and you took off like your pants were on fire.

I'm not interested in going deep into anything with you here where it can not only disappear into a hidden archive to protect the innocent, but disappear completely so that new people you lure in never know the truth of your patterns. We've done this dance before, too. All in at TRS, because those words stay when you nuke your boards.

Gone for a bit now - need to search those archives for when I get the message from you that I can bring it all back front and center. First though, I'm going to walk down and have ice cream with my daughter. I love living in town!

More to come....

[krisinluck]

Half hour or so later: Oh do!!! You know you want to and you have my permission..as if you needed it to begin with.

You yap too much. Little digs here, little digs there, almost a complete novel about Oddy which Im sure makes her feel so special. Youre so busy here trying to see if you can get me back in your little box, youre not paying attention at your own board. And..youre over here..FOLLOWING me!! Gasp!!! Now STOP that!!!

Concerning what Ive done..most here know. Those who are new (not too darn many..one that I can think of at the moment) can ask me and Ill tell them I havent been a rainbow shooting out my ass kinda poster. I think they can tell from my posts anyway. Im not going to defend myself for things I did. Thats what you want. Instead...Ill just chew my gum and say...OLD WAR. Nobody is interested in old wars, kris. Its also against the rules here. If you dont have new material, then I feel for ya.

Do bring out the threads youre so eager to bring forth. Nothing you show will bother me. Just keep them at TRS so you can tuck them away for when you feel the need to attempt superiority. No old wars here, please. Thank you in advance.

Enjoy your ice cream. Dont choke on it, now....and 5 minutes later...Check that. I just noticed YOU bringing up "the cutter". Oh yes. Do post that one but be forewarned. You wont hurt me ONE IOTA. But you WILL be hurting HER. Go ahead. Might be the final nail in your proverbial online coffin. Which may be a blessing in disguise. Do it. Show everyone just how pissed you are at ME and take it out on her. DO IT.

edited to add t and take out ae. Xmas Joy posted in my defense - bad move! - and Hep responded: Okey dokey. So sayeth the drive by poet who left but is still here.

Meanwhile....who ARE these "new people" you keep harping about kris? Are you that upset that I have posters here? Want me to share?lol...apparently my mention of enjoying some new people there was harping. :ohfor:

I didn't get back until after work on Sunday. Hepburn101 wrote: Okey dokey. So sayeth the drive by poet who left but is still here.

Meanwhile....who ARE these "new people" you keep harping about kris? Are you that upset that I have posters here? Want me to share?

Mea culpa, Hep. I was enjoying chatting with Bravo; I assumed that poster wasn't the only new one here. I don't always check names and obsess on who is who at every board.

I'm annoyed (similar to upset, but not quite) that a woman several years older than I am can act like such a needy, spoiled brat sometimes. Any poster can post wherever they want to. I can't think of anyone you have actively posting here that wouldn't be welcome at TRS.

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If those threads/posts weren't what you were referring to in this post... Hepburn101 wrote: So..lets what what ya got. But keep in mind you better have proof..which means you have to unhide things youve been hiding you thought you were doing so discreetly. ...because I have no idea WTF you are talking about. The only thread I moved was the one about Yuku Doings, and people knew it was moved and why.
(Yes, Tabbi...Really. Thread is still here, on page two of the forum list, I think...but I linked it in the OP of this thread. Or maybe you are talking cryptic talk too?)

LRFA weighs in: Kris
You have begun to be continually insulting and degrading to everyone. The Ross Show was for "rough trade" but Ross managed it with style and competence. You lack those qualities. I'm surprised that Ross doesn't mind his name being attached to what TRS has become. It's a rotting corpse and needs to be dismantled. The vibrant life it once had is gone.

Don't confuse what you think is edgy sarcasm with ugly destructivenss.

Want to keep it alive? Get rid of the Kathy Bates clone with the hatchet, make up with Hepburn, and merge TRS with TF. You're not very good at being an acidic bad ass. It WILL poison your new life if you continue on this path.

I'm calling this one...I see it clear. I did not call anyone an anal, vicious bitch. I was not rude to Hep at all, which only pissed her off more. I was calm and clear throughout the conversation, although I was indeed getting frustrated!

I would never, ever, ever...not at the end of the world!...merge a board with one that Hep runs. I've lost count how many there have been, and too many have started out just as Yuku TF did. Great promise, co-moderators/admins. It doesn't take long before they get run over by Hep and step down for one reason or another. "Boardieland" is littered with her victims - her enemies.

As for seeing it clear - good for you. I'm sure you see it clearer than the charm bag you were going to make and send to my daughter early this year. Thank the Universe I found my own formularies in the move and she's protected and thriving.

And Hep responds: Whatever, Kris.

Im not in the mood for zingers or drivebys, myself.

For the record, what I said about kristatorship was in jest. If I would have known in advance you wouldnt have seen it that way, I wouldnt have said it. Believe that, or not, I dont give a shit.
And as usual, you start the shit with your threats and get the whole thing rolling wherever shit rolls, usually gravity pulls it downwards and since youre behind me, its on you.

Now just fucking go away, will ya? You have your board. Go populate it, and "stop following" me. Ban you? You havent broken the rules. Yet. Do I want you gone on your own willpower? Yes. Because frankly, I want nothing to do with you....and...I dont want to make up with Kris, nor do I want to war with her. I just dont want anything more to do with her in any way, shape or form. Its over. Amen. To both.

And the last post is Hep's from this morning: Im done playing this game now. Im locking this up. Then Im going to put it in archives. Then Im going to close archives and put it away. In short...Im not keeping old history viewable because I think its stupid to do that. I will decide later whether to dump it completely. Im moving on, people. Ive invested enough time in boardieland. Too many years. Too much bullshit. Too many "I have it, shall I show you what you said?" crap. I wont do that. I also dont want to be reminded of a time I dont want to continue being alive due to idiot people who want to stay in those times.
This thread will stay here, but it will be closed. Because this thread is the LAST, and it shows the struggles, along with what is in archives, of trying to make TF be what it was supposed to be, and my failures to make it happen. So...to practice what I preach....Im moving forward. That means, removing the THENS and focusing on the NOWS.Me too.

Free at last, free at last!

[mivona]

She's a neurotoxic bipolar emotional vampire fuckwit.

She isn't worth the energy, and is shit-scared of facing up to herself, let alone anyone else.

The pity of it is that she is an interesting and engaging character, until you get on the wrong side of her and then it is bipolar psycho-bitch, saying first one thing and then doing another.

Just kick back... TF will end up where all the others have. Just give it time. Interesting how she has two boards on the go now - almost like a security blanket for when one fails...

Anyways, there's loads of more interesting stuff to post about. We know this story - it'll be a re-run.

[tabbinosity]

(Yes, Tabbi...Really. Thread is still here, on page two of the forum list, I think...but I linked it in the OP of this thread. Or maybe you are talking cryptic talk too?)

I didn't think I was "talking cryptic talk," but I guess I need to clarify for you that my question was regarding other threads which seem to have disappeared from TRS. (Not Terri-related.) They can no longer be located by the Search function here. Perhaps Ross moved them when you weren't looking?

Well, whatever.

[toke]

Seriously, Kris. Give yourself a break...just don't read over there. If I can quit smoking (which I did - 9 years now) you can do this. One day at a time... ;) It works.

[mivona]

She does have some good qualities. She has a great eye for clothes to sell... She paints nicely. She loves animals. But....


Seriously, just kick back.... Gigi has begun a new board without invites to everyone (what a surprise!).

[krisinluck]

Well, Tabbi, I'm so relieved. How the hell was I supposed to tell from your one word comment that was what you were talking about? I haven't moved anything off the board without making it know. Ross still has access, but I don't think he's around enough to bother with anything like moving threads just for shits and grins. Beats me. If you want to know what happened to a thread, how about you just ask? I'm pretty reasonable.

Toke - I was trying to walk the middle line and stay friendly with her. She threw the first shot, I admitted publicly that it bothered me, and she went batshit bananas. A sane person not looking for a battle would have said "I was teasing, but I'm sorry it bothered you - I guess I didn't think it through" as opposed to launching into name calling and arrow slinging

Then again, we're talking Hep, and I should seriously know better by now.

I intend to be off the smokes the end of the year. I don't smoke in the new apt, so once winter hits, I don't think I'll be wanting to stand out there in the snow and ice and wind just to have a cigarette. :)

[tabbinosity]

Kris, again, I'm sorry that my one-word comment/question wasn't clear to you.

As for the rest -- I don't think I deserve your snarkiness but again, whatever.

[thebigkahooouna]

I don't smoke in the new apt, so once winter hits, I don't think I'll be wanting to stand out there in the snow and ice and wind just to have a cigarette. :)



dont bet on it bunky :)

[nobs]

toke-sis
I am so proud (and happy) for you - and me! It's been 4 yrs. 3 mos. 11 days :)
I am never going back. Hell, cigs at over 7 bucks a pack here - that's food money LOL.

[kim]

yee fucking gads...

[lakelady]

Kris, just enjoy your new life and ignore Hep. She may claim to be a changed person, but it takes very little to set her off - as always. What she said about you and TRS was snarky and mean and undeserved - what else is new. Her board will implode. She'll start another, self-destructive melt-down, piss more people off, lather rinse repeat. Meanwhile the rest of us will go on about our lives, blissfully living in Hep-free zones.

I'm glad that you are doing well.

[mivona]

It is kinda funny to know she got played by 3P. The truth will out. :butt:

[RunFaYaLife]

It is kinda funny to know she got played by 3P. The truth will out.

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!'
No shit ?
That does appears to be 3P's MO.

[krisinluck]

dont bet on it bunky :)LOL...I hope I'm right and you are wrong on that one, Big K.

I know those three straight days of rain held my smoking down - there is no shelter aspect to my little deck. Hard to imagine standing out there in freezing weather from hell just to get a fix, but time will tell.

Lakelady - thanks. I can't believe how different I feel! :)

[krisinluck]

LOL!Uh, Bravo...they arent here because they enjoy my company, those visitors. They are waiting to see my response to Kris' meltdown. So Ill relieve them of the pain of waiting.

I wish Kris well. And I say goodbye to her.

Thats it. Move along folks. Nothing more to see. My meltdown? :0001:

Comments like that are exactly why I c/p everything said there to here. She paints with a brush of a different shade than what actually transpired, and the newbies and gullible get sucked in because the thread is usually gone by the time she does. Not this time.

Pretty clear who melted down and who was simply responding. :)

And just for LRFA: Everyone knows that a single candle can give light to the most pitch dark. Send out some light to regain balance!

[paleryder]

For the record, what I said about kristatorship was in jest.


http://photos.imageevent.com/joseywales/bugs/THE_SHINING-31.jpg


Now open the door and let's play.....We can merge boards too.

http://photos.imageevent.com/joseywales/bugs/THE_SHINING-33.jpg

:1jester:

[biggbill]

Looks like Ethicals Office....

[mivona]

Hell has frozen, I think....

Remember how we were the worst board owners, EVER????


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Xmasjoy
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I fully expect to be banned from that board ... Hep's behavior is more childish and dictatorial than ANY board owner that I've ever seen, she is a very sick woman. .. Joy.
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Trouble
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Xmasjoy wrote:
I fully expect to be banned from that board ... Hep's behavior is more childish and dictatorial than ANY board owner that I've ever seen, she is a very sick woman. .. Joy.


Agreed Joy!


Holy shit! We are no longer the most dictatorial....:1rotflmao

[bluekazoo]

And kazoo. Dear kazoo. I can handle her, but I refuse to kowtow with her any more than I will for you. Every fucking sentence is how busy she is. So? Is that such a bad thing? Did I make fun of what she does? Nope. Did I post private words of hers? Nope. Have I ever used her ebay dealings as an insulting sigline? Nope. Silly me, I commented on how shes always busy but always seems to find the time to waggle her finger at everyone else. Thats sooooooooo mean, aint it?


wow.

I miss a lot, I realize that, cuz I don't read all the threads at any of the boards I visit (which are few to begin with) ... I'm not sure HOW I missed this, though.

I don't know what to think so I guess I'll just refrain from commenting too much about it, other than to say that I hadn't seen it before and I wish I hadn't seen it now. I honestly thought that, even if not best buddies, Maui and I had a cordial relationship - one in which we could speak our minds without it becoming an issue. Obviously something I said set this off; I have no idea what it was. The only thing I can remember posting (other than normal political stuff) was here in the atheist thread ... I suppose that could have made her mad. I don't know. I'd have to go back and look at the post.

Hopefully whatever it was has been put aside now as the 'old board war' that it represents. This is now, after all. I'm not interested in bringing up a litany of her crimes and misdemeanors, though I am certainly willing to own up to mine. I'm not sure what prompted those comments. So I'm just going to carry on like I was doing before I read them.

[paleryder]

Kazoo = busy beaver

I'm too busy for my shirt too busy for my shirt
So busy it hurts
And I'm too busy for Milan too busy for Milan
New York and Japan

And I'm too busy for your party
Too busy for your party
No way I'm disco dancing


:1jester:

[bluekazoo]

Kazoo = busy beaver

I'm too busy for my shirt too busy for my shirt
So busy it hurts
And I'm too busy for Milan too busy for Milan
New York and Japan

And I'm too busy for your party
Too busy for your party
No way I'm disco dancing


:1jester:

bwahahahaha ... earworm!!!!!!!

Thanks, PR ... that made me laugh out loud ...

[Xmasjoy]

Hell has frozen, I think....

Remember how we were the worst board owners, EVER????


From Trouble's board...



Holy shit! We are no longer the most dictatorial....:1rotflmao

True ..... :D ... Joy.

[kim]

lol bigbill i almost forgot about that door...

- disclaimer i am not nor ever was a part of any of that just an observer...

[krisinluck]

Hell has frozen, I think....

Remember how we were the worst board owners, EVER????


From Trouble's board...



Holy shit! We are no longer the most dictatorial....:1rotflmaoHeptatorship! LOL!

Thanks, Trouble! And Joy, it's always good to see you. :)

[thebigkahooouna]

http://photos.imageevent.com/joseywales/bugs/THE_SHINING-33.jpg







I do believe that man is trying to get in the Lakers front office
:1eek2::1eek2:

[newslady]

Kris,

Keeping an accurate record is wise, IMO. Too much revisionist history on these boards.

[krisinluck]

Another chit chat thread goes to hell, and away we go!

http://timefor.yuku.com/topic/1955?page=1

Starts at the bottom of page one, when Maggie asks why 3P only shows one post in her count.

Hepburn101
(09/22/08 1:00 PM)
Beware the Heptatorship!

Because I deleted her membership thinking she was not returning.



3parrots
(09/22/08 1:17 PM)

Oh. I didn't notice my post count. I've just been quiet...that's all. Sometimes I do that.

Count your blessings. image


3parrots
(09/22/08 1:22 PM)

I looked up my post count. I think it's the last number.

Gosh. Can I get back the number above??? I like having a big number...I guess it's not that important..but it's kinda fun to watch the count go up.


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 1:25 PM)

Counts mean squat here.


3parrots
(09/22/08 1:31 PM)

ooooooooo k


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 1:35 PM)

I thought you left, 3p. You said you havent been posting much. Um...ooooooo k. Youve been a busy little bee at gigis new board. I figured you bailed from here and settled in there. No biggie. I dont own anyone nor want to. Just figured you left so why have you as a member if you werent going to return? As I said...hits mean squat, and so does post counts. Im here for the enjoyment of visiting and nothing more. And again, I thought you left and after seeing gigis board and learning youve been inviting folks there from here, I figured I was correct. Guess not, huh?


3parrots
(09/22/08 1:39 PM)

Hepburn101 wrote: I thought you left, 3p. You said you havent been posting much. Um...ooooooo k. Youve been a busy little bee at gigis new board. I figured you bailed from here and settled in there. No biggie. I dont own anyone nor want to. Just figured you left so why have you as a member if you werent going to return? As I said...hits mean squat, and so does post counts. Im here for the enjoyment of visiting and nothing more. And again, I thought you left and after seeing gigis board and learning youve been inviting folks there from here, I figured I was correct. Guess not, huh?

I said I've been "quiet". Quiet here is what I meant. You assume too much. Good Grief. My last posts were 5 days ago.


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 1:40 PM)

mkay. Whatever, 3p. Its not worth bickering over, is it?


3parrots
(09/22/08 1:41 PM)

no. correct.


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 1:42 PM)

Then lets get back on topic, shall we?


citnalta
(09/22/08 8:45 PM)

Hepburn101 wrote:
mkay. Whatever, 3p. Its not worth bickering over, is it?

Yet...that's EXACTLY why you deleted her membership!

Sheesh, I think you need to correct your first post in this thread to reflect the present decade as the one you are still trying to GROW up in.


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 9:22 PM)

Im fucking done with assholes that do drivebys and dont contribute except to bitch. Someday 3p will grow a pair and stop hiding behind other skirts as she sneaks around trying to start shit. Do you think Im fucking blind? Or better yet, others are blind? Get lost. And keep your yapper with you. Thanks in advance.


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 9:24 PM)

Warning..any further derails with bitchfests about what I do at TF will get deleted and you banned. Got that? NOW BACK ON FUCKING TOPIC. Take your whines somewhere else.

Do note the addendum to the rules posted at the top of this forum. Or not. Then get a surprise.

Last Edited By: Hepburn101 09/22/08 9:41 PM. Edited 1 times.


Hepburn101
(09/22/08 9:56 PM)

Actually..I think its time to start acting instead of threatening. First example is Citnalta. Im banning her ass if she shows up again, along with the yapper 3p. Who is next that never comes here except to bitch? Step right up.

How dare 3P post at a new board more than she posts at yTF? Poor, silly 3P, not knowing that is a no no!!!

Deleting the accounts of those she's pissed off at is SOP in the Hep Board Burn Out Process.

Hey, Hep...kinda stings when one of your long time (relatively speaking, of course, because your board is only three months old in it's current incarnation) posters goes and opens their own board and takes your posters with them, eh? I had a long time (years and years) "friend" on this board who did the same thing to me. Sucks the big one, I tell ya. You'll get over it. I did. :)

NOTE FOR TRS USERS: If you piss me off, I won't delete your membership. I may send you on vacation, or give you a warning, or even ban your ass if you can't act like a grown up...but none of that happens without you being informed, and you won't just be deleted like you never existed here.

[krisinluck]

OMG! I just went to check the "addendum" the the rules (http://timefor.yuku.com/topic/1958)!No posting of private information of other members.

No old board wars.

No avatars, photos, siglines or other means of communication that is racist.

No offensive material of a religious nature.

Any derails of bitchfests on how I handle TF, those posts (bitchfests) will be deleted and the perpetrator banned. Efuckingnuf already.

Enjoy your time at Time For. Or take a hike if you cant act like an adult. Bolding and color mine.

LMAO!!!!!!

[paleryder]

I just want to know the date when TRS and TF merge.

.....and will that mean you're out, Kris?

Will Hep bring in a "Under New Management" sign?

TRS becomes THS....... :111drummer02:

[krisinluck]

Any day now, PR. I'm not telling anyone, though. Just suddenly, here she'll be, with her finger on the red button...

[thebigkahooouna]

Deleting the accounts of those she's pissed off at is SOP in the Hep Board Burn Out Process.




What pisses me off Kris is that you deleted my pic of Hep going down in flames way back in April.I think I called this way in advance.

[krisinluck]

Sorry, man. The Admin Line is a fine one, and I was (and still am) trying to maintain middle ground. Especially in terms of Hep and her behavior here in those early months.

She pretty well fucked that when she swooped in like a buzzard after the 3P warning stupidity...and she has continued that line of behavior to the point that I - who was one of her strongest allies - am fucking done with her.

I hope she gets the help she needs, but she's not gonna find it on a chat board. Not ever. Until she bucks up and finds what isn't working in her own self and makes true steps to change it, this will continue to be an endless cycle.

IMO, she's been building up to this burn since long before April, BigK. It started in earnest when Ross decided to have a life and I joined him at the helm here. She was never happy with that; to prove it, she's never let an opportunity go by to toss a snark in my direction about how my decisions as admin here. My biggest mistake was trying to give her time to adjust before calling her on her bullshit publicly.

Now I'm out for most of the day. Someone keep an eye on things, will ya? I'm going for what may be the last motorcycle ride of the season up here with a friend, and I start training at my SECOND job this evening. Jesus...and the govt wants how much to bail out those fuckers who have limo drivers? LMAO!

[bluekazoo]

I'm going for what may be the last motorcycle ride of the season up here with a friend, and I start training at my SECOND job this evening.

Enjoy that ride!

You sure found that second job fast ... well done!

:2poof:

[paleryder]

My girls are so excited about the bailout for Wall Street! :sm1167:

http://photos.imageevent.com/joseywales/paintings/websize/sept22dogs2008.jpg

[paleryder]

oops.....wrong thread.

[krisinluck]

Enjoy that ride!

You sure found that second job fast ... well done!

:2poof:I did enjoy the ride. I had forgotten how much I love to ride on a motorcycle. And it was a beautiful fall morning after the big storm last night - crisp and clear. Perfect. Yep.

Yeah, I'm lucky. It's the same place I worked until my daughter was born - they knew I wasn't going back because daycare was so expensive, but obviously they thought I did a good job because it was the owners I initially asked. They said they thought the store here in town was looking for help, so I filled out the app that day on my way home from Job #1. Stopped in yesterday to get a cup of coffee to take to the house while I rummaged in the attic for more of my stuff to move, and the manager tracked me to the coffee area. "When do you want to start?"

Payoff, I guess, for good work ethic in a small town.

**

PR - prolly the right thread, because they are at least as thrilled as that about my new job. :1th_drum:

[Bard77]

Some circus trainers work a lion till its to old to even draw a crowd anymore.

[krisinluck]

Some circus trainers work a lion till its to old to even draw a crowd anymore.And some lions just insist on jumping through the hoops, even without an audience.

:1clap3:

[Bard77]

And some lions just insist on jumping through the hoops, even without an audience.

:1clap3:

Yeppers.


Actually that was an offhanded code-talk only Ross would totally understand if he's reading.

I still enjoy making him laugh.

[mivona]

Remember when I said "Dont rely on me" recently? I meant it. Do not rely on me.
Remember when Fashion left AW (those old timers that are still around and know what Im referring to) and knew she would never return, so to make sure she would never return, she posted those pics? It was her insurance, I think, to know once she did that, there was no going back.

Well...Im going to do the same thing (minus pics and using words instead) by laying it all out there like Ive always done, and which has gotten me in such deep messes over the years and are preserved forever in archives at TRS. I consider it suicide by words, or if it fits better, sabotaging myself. I can just about live with every blunder Ive ever done on these boards, but what I will say in this post a few paragraphs down, I cant live with being "out there" and return once its done. So in essence, I am burning the last bridge. No going back this time. Id rather kill myself than ever face any of you again once those words are uttered. Some of you will be very angry that I am doing this. Some will be just upset that they liked TF and enjoyed it here and I went and destroyed it "just like she always does" or whomever had bets placed on when it would happen, or typed tick tock in glee waiting for me to "erupt". Well, I am not erupting. Im pouring my heart out again, and I am giving TMI as usual and I am committing verbal word suicide so there is no coming back once this is written and the submit button pushed. For those who will be upset with me, Im sorry. I cant give TF away. I cant delete it. But I can close it, lock it up tight and walk away from it because after 10 years, give or take, its time for me to do this.

Now....to commence with this probably very long Mauifesto/Hepifesto/wanderfesto.

I cant/wont do this any more. Ive invested about 10 years of my life on these boards and Ive paid my dues. Ive been rotten, mean, nasty, hateful and Ive betrayed, hurt, bashed, hit, slapped. Ive also loved, laughed, cried, given freely, offered support, made lifelong friends and bequeathed more of me than I should have. I suffer depression so I have ups and I have downs. I guess this is what is considered a down. Ive heard it (me being sick) enough times and Ive known it myself but I cant fix me and nobody else can either. Meds or shrinks or online friends or online enemies who think they are shrinks and insist they wish I would get help while kicking me....nobody can fix what cant be fixed. It can be controlled at times, yes, but fixed? No.
Ive told things about myself I should never have told. Ive shared things that should have never been shared. Ive said things I never should have said, trusted people I should never have trusted and Ill never change the core of who I am and gave up long ago trying to. I was "born" to these boards with lots of words, and Ill leave the same way.

Im also strong willed, strong minded, strong in body and strength. I have some really good personality traits as well as the bad traits. Some of those good traits have included but not limited to not holding grudges and I have been able to forgive and forget and hand out as well as accept olive branches and not regret it except in very few cases, most of which were recent. Id like to think I have more good traits than bad, but since I have mental issues, I may be wrong in totaling up the good vs the bad and the good does not outweigh the bad like I have thought for so long. I know that being in a toxic environment wont help either. And no matter what I do, where I go, what I say...the toxic cloud is there on the horizon because it isnt just me that is "sick". How some of you can continue on with the hate and not be poisoned by it, Ill never know.

This is not a pity party. Im just doing what Ive always done. TMI. More fodder. More of opening myself up and placing red x's where the darts can be thrown instead of swinging my fists and deflecting those arrows and darts. Aim well, because this is the last hurrah youll get from me. The "star" that never wanted to be one, has dimmed and finally died out.

For Kris, I know me opening up yuku hurt you. It was not my intention any more than Gigi opening her board was her intention to hurt me. No need to go in to detail...its all archived somewhere with someone who needs such things to feel vindicated and much urgings from others with axes to grind to make sure its always archived for their own amusement. As I said before...toxic breath breathing on everyone, everywhere and some people so needy to dip their hand in the hate bucket for seconds helpings to heap on their plate. I dont know which is sicker..those who thrive on this shit, or those who try like hell to get away from it and are called sick for running as fast as they can to get away from it. Probably both are equal. Im tired of knowing my life on these boards is an open book any time someone feels the need to drag it all back out or lead new folks to it for whatever reason. I liken it to a shrink session of when one first visits and tells said shrink all the horrible things that made them what they are. And after progress, and one is better in taking steps to fix themselves, the shrink publishes those beginning sessions to family members, on the news, on the streets and in the newspapers so anywhere one goes, the monsters they battled are again brought forth and shoved in ones face and if one isnt strong enough after those sessions and years of trying to "get well", they see it all out in the open for all to see and they relapse. That's where I am. I am relapsing. But before I let it take hold..Id rather leave town. Let it be on the news. Let family and friends see the horror of those times. Let strangers read the newspapers as they drink their coffee and see it all as it began and the struggles to get past it. I dont care, because I no longer live in that town, and I no longer have that family. I left. Packed up, moved and bailed. So I cant know, nor can see, nor can go back to those times myself because I am no longer there to experience it or read it or see it or be beat over the head for it or ridiculed for it or laughed at over it because what I cant see or hear, cant hurt me. Kris wins and Im sure she will very pleased at that. Then again, Im not sure what the reward is, so whatever it may be, I hope she enjoys it as much as she has the attempt to win it, whatever it is. TF will be gone before TRS and I think that is a prize enough to her in itself, and has been her main goal since I opened this place and pulled away from her and climbed out of the box she so desperately wanted me to stay in.

There are now 3 boards that live and breathe to see me fail as I struggle to not fail. Three, to report on all I do, all I say, all I think and feel and experience. And some are people I never expected it from or thought them capable of embracing such hate and go back for seconds to heap on their plates. Some, I picked up off the floor and brushed off and told them I loved them. Some, I just held out a hand. Some, I created myself but wanted to assure them they werent monsters at all and it was really ME that was the monster..but in my then sick mind, I thought they were. And some used to be friends who accepted me, faults and all, while some pretended to be my friend and wanted me kept in that box so they themselves wouldn't have to see the truth that they needed me to hide their own imperfect faces behind a "normal" mask.

I tried to hang on to yukuTF until November 20th, when gold status expired. I gave links to Ts board, hoping it would take off and folks would like it there, but hes determined to make it in to yet another bash board. Then gigi opened her board and I thought wonderful....Ill post a link, and maybe folks would follow her there and I can be free. But that didn't work either. Then last night, I posted a link to the board Bravo came from, thinking maybe this one, members here would go to because its full of fun people, a strong admin, interesting topics and no board wars that pollute it from the toxic waste that TRS is, and where it all began so long ago. Ive been wanting to close this board since Oddy said she had to go back to school, but I also felt I needed to keep it going for all those who love using TF to keep touch, to laugh, to have fun, to discuss topics, to learn other views in politics...and I worried. Worried where they would go when TF closes and I couldnt close it...I couldnt..because some needed it more than others and I felt guilty taking it away. But then Im guilty of keeping it open too for selfish reasons, according to some. I should have closed it when Oddy left for good..not just for school, but I didnt. Im sorry I took this long. TF is still going strong now, so if those who claim I keep it open for you and really mean for me, youre dead wrong. I didn't want it from the moment I opened it. And yes, I opened it for those who wanted a place to call home other than TRS. No selfish reasons at all. Just me again, opening myself up to ridicule for someones entertainment because Im an idiot who wants to please.

Now comes the bridge burning part. The part where I will be committing the word suicide/sabotage of myself and even THINKING about returning after saying what follows, makes me want to find a rope, or a gun, or a big bottle of pills before I ever would reenter this online world again after you read what youre fixing to read next:

I have a personal message to Wales he wont understand, but I damn sure do and that's all that matters. Thank you, Wales. The messages delivered 3 times in the space of about 3 weeks, I hated, but loved with all my being although I feared them as well. You, as messenger, gave me what I needed to see, feel, hear. I cant say you saved my life, because you didnt. But you saved my heart. The koi table came out beautifully because of you and the message you brought. Ive never painted like that in my life. Ever. And as much as I love the table and what it represents, I hope it leaves for Russia because I will not keep it. It wasnt meant for me. It was a vessel to purge the doubts and self hate Ive been harboring for so long. The messenger body that came to me with your face made that artwork happen. Would I have listened to another messenger if he had another face? Doubtful. Hence...it chose yours. Because God above knew Id listen to yours because you always had the power to make me notice, much to my own dismay, even though that power usually caused pain and I tried to avoid you as much as possible after AD closed up. And I did listen because the messenger did choose you, although I dont understand why. So all hidden things I thought dead and gone in this miserable existence of mine, came to light thru blue lightening shooting from your eyes. I was given enlightenment. No longer pushed down. No longer beaten back. No longer behind a solid wall of fear. And most of all, thank you for showing me again (as usual) who you really are when no longer being the messenger persona that was so briefly in my mind, so I wouldn't get the two confused since the real Wales is far far far far different than the one that appeared to me while delivering the messages.
Note to viewers: Wales has never contacted me via pm, email, phone. Hes hated me for a very long time and only comes around to throw more barbs. What I am referring to is another form of communication. Dreams. And it wasnt Wales, at all..it (whatever "it" was) just borrowed his human body. He was a metaphor only. A messenger that chose a face I knew. And feared. Again, I dont know why this...entity?...chose Wales face. There are many strange things in this world, so I figure this is one of them on the mystery list and Im just a peon that isnt meant to ask why. Im only to understand and accept the message the "entity" chose. And I did.

That's it. When TF goes, so does Hepburn. Wanderingaround. Maui, etc. This place will close within 24 hours and Im truly sorry because I know many enjoy it. And for those who think I still have proTF, you are incorrect. When I said I sacrificed for yukuTF, I meant it. Poor Calli. I should have just dumped it because she did me a favor and instead..I gave her grief and sadness.
I have to consider me because the me I have tried so hard to leave behind is still very close to the surface and before I let that other me back out...I would rather bail and continue the struggle alone. And by alone, I mean exactly that. For too long, my only "family" has been online. So to "family" I have turned to and now its time to realize its very disfunctional and is doing me no favors in making myself be the person I should be. Those I was blessed to meet..thank you. Ill continue to hold you close and youll always be my friends.
Now...with that over...I follow oddy. Smart lady that she is...I intend to do the same thing she did and Im right on her heels as well as all the others who had enough, got sickened and just couldn't do it any more either.
Feel free to remove whatever you wish to remove in your own threads/posts and whatever. Tomorrow at around midnight...the doors shut and locked. I wish you well, and Bravo? I just met you, but I wanted to say Im sorry the board you got comfy with is not going to be here any more. Youre a good egg. Go back to Funnyfarm and carry on with your fine self, ok? It was a pleasure meeting you. And I mean that.

I will not respond to any thread that may address me or any question asked. I will not comment further anywhere. This is my last post. The clock has ticked its last tock.

So, I guess this means I will never learn why she has always treated me so badly... but then, she treats everyone badly, sooner or later.

[krisinluck]

Kris wins and Im sure she will very pleased at that. Then again, Im not sure what the reward is, so whatever it may be, I hope she enjoys it as much as she has the attempt to win it, whatever it is. TF will be gone before TRS and I think that is a prize enough to her in itself, and has been her main goal since I opened this place and pulled away from her and climbed out of the box she so desperately wanted me to stay in.It was not a competition, Hep, until you made it one. I took months of lip from you about this place before you opened yTF, and when I attempted to congratulate and wish you well on it I got nastiness in return.

I see the box issue a bit differently: Me climbing out of my own box (built of staying quiet to ease your ability to stay calm and rational, or talking you down when you began to escalate) that made you so angry. I am truly sorry for that. I'm sorry that the fact of this stage in my life is about speaking up honestly when someone makes me feel like crap, and not just sucking it up and making excuses for them. You are, absolutely, not the only one or even the first one. I'm at a point where I must stop thinking about this person and that person and how this might affect them and start thinking about myself and my daughter first and foremost, ahead of anyone else.

So no prize for me, Hep. I hope you make it this time. I think it would be the best thing you could do for yourself.some pretended to be my friend and wanted me kept in that box so they themselves wouldn't have to see the truth that they needed me to hide their own imperfect faces behind a "normal" mask. I never "pretended" to be your friend. I would not sacrifice my own reputation based on fantasy. I simply realized that almost 20 years of putting everyone else's needs and feelings ahead of my own was what was doing me in, and made a choice to stop doing that to myself.

I hope you mean the words you gave, and I wish you well.

**

(PR, so help me, if you go all nasty based on her words about you in that post, I might just come up there and kick your ass. That's not me the Admin, that's just me the poster, so you don't have much to fear from my comment other than I believe the experience she describes has potential to be a life changer. She is a pain in the ass and her own worst enemy, but if she's really going to leave, please don't bash that part of the post. That's all.)

[Flutterbees]

So is this yukuTF or TF?
Cuz I went over to TF & didn't seen any post like above.........

[mivona]

YukuTF

http://timefor.yuku.com/topic/1983/t/Here-we-go-Announcement-TF-is-closing.html

[LittleRedFireAnt]

..."Now comes the bridge burning part. The part where I will be committing the word suicide/sabotage of myself and even THINKING about returning after saying what follows, makes me want to find a rope, or a gun, or a big bottle of pills before I ever would reenter this online world again after you read what youre fixing to read next: "

Oh My. Let's hope this turns out to be only a word suicide and not the real thing.
A few folks will find themselves wearing karmic skid marks. :1skull:

[krisinluck]

From the way it's worded, LRFA, it would be dependent upon her own actions of freeing herself from these boards.

Ultimately, the choice is in her own hands, just as it is for anyone else who makes that decision and leaves grief and anger in their wake. Suicide is selfish. Even when the person who does it believes there is no other choice. There is always another choice, but it's a more difficult road to get better than it is to give it up.

We've all got karmic skidmarks. I don't know anyone on the planet who doesn't. Hep's got them, I've damned sure got them, and I have no doubt you've got them too.

I owe, I owe, so off to work I go. Again.

[paleryder]

huh?

[janos]

huh?



I think she said yer her angel :1rotflmao

[dcj]

I remember the first time I met Mauimoods online - immediately thought she had spunk and (OMG) energy! Nobody but me types so fast.

Over time and grade, I have a confusing picture, but one that is very endearing to me.

She speaks of mental illness - yeah, I can see that. Major highs and lows, and the highs are so cool and creative, but the lows are hard to live with. I dunno, I'm not always a fan of what one needs to do to rid oneself of the lows, sometimes they rob the brilliance of the diamond, turning it into paste.

I try not to judge, but at the same time, I admit I keep a certain distance, though - mostly born of the learned pain of loving someone who seems to determined to crash and burn. Here, btw, I'm not speaking so much of Maui/Hepburn except by observation. I don't know her well enough to say, but am informed by my own family and certain close friends who are no longer available for the stage they loved to cavort on when on a high.

One learns, as I say, to keep some space, but this is not so much a reflection of the player as it is the wary audience member.

With all that aside, I think there is an undeniable "heart" in Maui. It does my own (sometimes forced) sense of idealism a great deal of good to see a person who is obviously suffering reach out so often to others, be they two- or four-footed. And care so much.

And of mistakes? I've made a few...(cue Queen, We are The Champions). :D

Well, well, well - if indeed, you mean this departure to be permanent, Maui, and I believe you DO mean it, then I will say that the OAI is poorer for it, in all our dwindling glory.The world is short of characters nowadays - everything moves too fast and furiously. Too much stress to admit the an actual connection with the Funny Girl on the stage with the tears in her eye.

La!

I won't say I'll miss you, cuz you know I'll always be in touch. But I'll miss your presence online and your pure passion about trying to keep this community together, come hell or high water.

Thankee sai, my favorite Prima Donna.

"May nothing amaze you,
may nothing disturb you,
everything passes,
but God is complete."

Big hugs,
D.

[Kandi]

Thank you for saying that dcj. Hep is a star by her own rights and deservedly so. I don't mean a bad star either. She was deserving of attention in the "good" kind of way that many of us were able to give to her. It will be an emptier place without her. She has made mistakes, but haven't we all? He who is without blame cast the first stone here.

She made us think, got us involved, it will be missed. Terribly so.

Take great care Hep. There is only one you. Keep true only unto yourself.

Kandi aka Blues

[krisinluck]

Beautifully said, D. This in particular struck home with me: One learns, as I say, to keep some space, but this is not so much a reflection of the player as it is the wary audience member.So true.

This is true as well: With all that aside, I think there is an undeniable "heart" in Maui. It does my own (sometimes forced) sense of idealism a great deal of good to see a person who is obviously suffering reach out so often to others, be they two- or four-footed. And care so much.Whether it is believed by anyone else or not, I truly do wish her only the best.

[Flutterbees]

gotta agree with dcj & BB.

You'll be missed Hep-in a nice way, not snarky like some folks may say it

[nobs]

Diana :1hug3:

I just knew that you would come here and post and put words to this sad day.

I have written more posts and did not submit them because this (emotionally) destroys what little I have left.

Hep was unique and special in many ways and it makes me very sad that all of this has happened.

The only reason I still post at TRS is for the few folks that I care about that post here or drop by. These threads (until Hep's post) have been very hard on me.

Maybe one day all of this - and the "archives" will be gone. Surely they won't outlive a lifetime.

Thank you, Hep, for all you have brought and given to this community - the good, the bad, the dark, the bright, the human emotion and all of the unique colors in between.

I don't think she will be reading this.

Everybody is a star
I can feel it when you shine on me
I love you for who you are
Not the one you feel you need to be
Sly & The Family Stone 1969

I hope Hep continues to enjoy her art and talent, keeps loving her furbabies and finds the joy and happiness that eludes her so much. I want her to sing in the sunshine and dance in the rain.

And I would like to thank those who have spoken so nicely and thank those who (if they didn't have something nice to say) respectfully let it be.

[VocalVixen]

I'm not going to eulogize Hep, because she's not dead.

She's made a personal choice to leave the boards and get on with her life.

You go girl!

:1clap8:

[bluekazoo]

I'm not going to eulogize Hep, because she's not dead.

She's made a personal choice to leave the boards and get on with her life.

You go girl!

:1clap8:


Well said.

:0407:

[rossshow]

Hep's leaving the boards, to be in real life, now? I hope it's true.

[toke]

I hope she can do it for her sake, but after posting alongside her for all these years...I really doubt she can stay away. She's clearly invested a huge part of her life in these boards. It's got to be hard to just cut all those connections and memories off. She's tried...unsuccessfully...to do it before.

We've all seen the downside...but, there's a lovely warm and funny side to her, as well. I have to admit I'll miss that, if she's truly gone for good. The boards won't be nearly as interesting...or fun...without her.

[trouble1957]

It's not blue lightning flashing out my eyes, but, this song helped me through some bad times in my own life. Since this isn't a dream, but rather an audio file, instead, picture me, with profuse amounts of ear wax shooting out of my ears in the form of a message.

Good luck. Get squared away. I mean it.

:1guitarpl :1guitarpl :111drummer02::000000rockinross: :1guitarpl :1guitarpl

KEEP PUSHING ON (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwULbBBgAD4&feature=related)

[agogoboots]

I was posting about a kid, a movie, my job hunt... I went to work, I came home, I pass out, I went to work, I came home, I pass out, I went to work, I came home, I pass out... I come back I'm posting about a kid, a movie, my job hunt somewhere else and I don't have the energy to care.

Whatever.

Somebody sent me a link that said X you are now here that be where I am now. OK.

[agogoboots]

I think I need to hire a spotter to tell me where to stand.

[tekobari]

I don't even know if I should add my two cents here. But I will.

Nothing Hep wrote, IMO, precludes her from coming back. I see no act of board suicide; nothing embarrassing or the like which would make her stay away. I DO see her decision to leave. But there's nothing there, including what she wrote about josie, that should stop her from joining us again.

I hope she finds what she's looking for. She's searched a long time.

[Doofy]

I'm betting that a lot of us that hang out on boards, could be counted among the walking wounded.

Some of us hide the scars better than others.

I hope she has an actual plan, and is not working just on reaction.

I think losing the boards will leave a real hole in Heps life.

I honestly hope she has something real life to fill that hole with.

Good luck Hep, wherever life takes you.

[poohfan]

Good luck Hep, wherever life takes you.

I second that sentiment.:23_32_71:

[JavaNoire]

IF I believed it I'd say "good riddance" but I don't so a *yawwwwnnnn* will suffice.

Yeah, I'm among the snarky on Hep's latest manifesto. She's indeed talented, mercurial, witty & perceptive but her finest qualities are far outweighed by her cruelty, selfishness, narcissism & lack of loyalty to so many of her (former)friends & defenders. She's also a rabble rousing trouble maker who constantly seeks to divide & betray.

IF it's true I won't miss her. IF it's false, then deja vu again&again&again&again&AGAIN....bleh

On a happy note, hellooooo Tek!

[tekobari]

Java, damn it! Where the HELL have you been?? Stick around a while, okay?

[JavaNoire]

Hey there, Tek!!!!

Where have I been? In addition to work I've now got a gorgeous, terrific, mucho sweet&loveable but time intensive GSD pup. He's 9.5mos old now & an absolute doll.

[paleryder]

If Hep is gone forever.......who reopened TF? :1jester:


http://timefor.yuku.com/topic/1985

[krisinluck]

I hope she gave it to Cali or Fiset. If not...it's just sad.

[White Owl]

Oh come on guys.....Really......Did you all think that Hepford was done? :000turnipop6:

Josey said it all IMO.

Hep will never, EVER, leave this boardy life. And I do not blame her. I wish her the best...

[larruone]

well, that didn't last long.

[krisinluck]

Oh, yeah....LMFAO! Chalk up one more sewn up secret hidey hole board for Hep!

Clue #1 - had to log in to see anything but my login screen.
Clue #2 - "Sorry you have been banned. When an admin of a community bans your profile all your profiles under that account are banned. If you think this was a mistake, please message one of the admins to unban you."

The last time I was there I noticed all these "new" goddess id's pop up on that one active thread within minutes of each other, greeting each other as "sister" and I thought "She's baaaaaack....I should report this" but I had three reports due online that day. Figured I'd take care of my own and let her sink.

Nice one, Hep. But you aren't nearly as clever as you think you are. :1rotfl2:

When she turns on someone, I hope like hell they take it somewhere. Here, Troubles board, hell, anywhere it can be seen and validated.

Because she *will* turn on someone.

She'll start having her little paranoia attacks, then willy nilly pick someone to put it on. Many PMs will ensue about that person and how they are this or that or both. Eventually one makes it to someone not completely convinced all her neurons are firing, and that person gives the target a heads up...at which point it explodes.

If it happens to you, you won't be alone.

[bluekazoo]

Decided I should look after seeing this thread had been updated ... today, TimeFor is MBA ... the message on the application page reads:

Those who hide or don't hide behind doors berating unseemly behavior whilst exhibiting the same are not worthy and we no longer desire their presence nor be amongst such simplemindedness. We have watched for years what has been done to others and wanted to try for ourselves to find what we believed was still possible to reach amongst you, only to be disappointed yet again at the utter disregard for other human beings. You only want despair. We leave you to revel in it. DO NOT APPLY for membership, because you will be denied.



I wonder which 'Goddess' wrote that gem ...

:1jester:

I'm sure the c/p's will be hitting the email loop before long, and guess what? They won't be from me. Fact is, they never WERE from me, in spite of someone's best efforts to paint that picture. So I'll be passing this time around. Fool me once, shame on you ... fool me too many times to count ... well ... we won't get fooled again ... (thanks to W for the paraphrased quote).

[krisinluck]

lol...I didn't see that page.

Yeah, that's her for sure. "We" is always relative in times like this.

I'm feeling very left out of these email loops. I thought those disappeared when all the private boards started up, but damn!

Anyone wants to start one, my PM box is always open! :D

[LittleRedFireAnt]

Of course it's Hepburn setting it back up and posting! Does anyone doubt it?

I don't know what's up with the phoney goddess thing but it's really really moronic. Guess they didn't like me laughing in their faces about it either...I'm as banned as the next "goddess". :1jester:

Better hide Wales. She's already admitted that you're her fantasy man. She moans and cries and dreams about your lovin'. (Oh goddess I'm making myself sick)

Hepburn, you've got a short in your wiring. Guess I'm now a FFOH. :1clap3:

:1finger1:

[Maggie]

WoW.. I must be very naive but I don't think it is Hep posting there. It doesn't sound like her.. and what would be her point in re-opening as a goddess board? I mean where is the logic or purpose?
I thought that maybe she gave it to someone she knows who's into this stuff. :confused:

[paleryder]

Get real, Maggie.

Did you REALLY think she was leaving?

COME ON!

:1rotfl2:

[Maggie]

Get real, Maggie.

Did you REALLY think she was leaving?

COME ON!

:1rotfl2:


Yes I really believed her when she wrote that last post. She had been saying for months that the boards had changed for her and that she wished it could be like the old times. Then after she and Kris had a blow out, and some others of her old time friends told her how they really felt....well.. I think it finally hit home to her, and her foundation crumbled..
Hey, what do I know.. not much... but I really did believe her when she said she was leaving forever.

And I think in her own way she was reaching out to you PR... it's obvious that she cared about what you said to her and felt there was a connection. What she said was pretty emotionally raw and exposing... but you all have known Hep much longer than I have and god knows I've been wrong in my judgements before.. but I really don't think it is Hep posting at TF.

[rossshow]

That big manifesto, all for nothing? Poor Hep.

[paleryder]

And I think in her own way she was reaching out to you PR... it's obvious that she cared about what you said to her and felt there was a connection.

What I said to her? I said nothing to her. She was dreaming, Maggie!


Asleep, lights out, snoring.........that thing.

Don't tell me that you also think I can shoot blue lightning bolts from eyes.

I have no idea where she came up with that post. I haven't even been fighting with her for at least a year. An occasional jab between her bitchfests abut Kris, or whoever she's raging at on TRS......nothing like our old battles.

I can only hazard a guess that each manifesto has to have more drama than the last.

[LittleRedFireAnt]

Don't feel bad Maggie, she does this kind of thing on a regular basis.

She'll be back around soon enough screaming about how "wronged" she was...betrayed by her friends. All the while she's furiously sending behind the scene emails to a circle of her true and loyal friends.

It's high school mentality: the queen bee and her manipulations. Who's in, who's out. Do a google on high school queen bee behavior and you'll understand a little bit about how she thinks and acts.

Here's the really funny thing about the email circle...when it gets fast and furious, she forgets who she tells what. The stories and events get interesting then.

I felt sorry for her. But then I realized she wasn't having a weak moment. In fact, she was pretty damned excited by the new drama opportunity.

Welcome to the side show...where the same old is the same old is the same old stuff.
Wheeeeeeeeeeee...keep your arms and legs inside the car while the ride is in motion folks.

[White Owl]

How curious......


LRFA, now correct me if I'm wrong, but, weren't you and Hep somewhat close on the boards? I'm sorry if I am mistaken, but that was the complete impression thatIhad(and others as well). Her treatment of you(and others), IMO sucks donkey balls.

I am not really surprised about all of this. Hepburn has a tendency of taking real friendship and sharting it all away. :1madrealm

Hep, grow the fuck up. Either leave, or don't.

And a note to people on ALL boards discussing Hepford: Stop feeding her. It's what she wants!

This is my very last post about Hep that I intend to ever make again. Shit, or get off the pot, Hep. Your ass is showing and people are laughing at you. Is this what you really want? I sure do not, but if you do, then alrighty then. :irollers3

[White Owl]

And a note to people on ALL boards discussing Hepford: Stop feeding her. It's what she wants!

Shit, I meant "Hepburn". But for some reason I think "hepford" instead. Go figure........:1jester:

[paleryder]

LRFA:

She'll be back around soon enough screaming about how "wronged" she was...betrayed by her friends. All the while she's furiously sending behind the scene emails to a circle of her true and loyal friends.

It's high school mentality: the queen bee and her manipulations. Who's in, who's out. Do a google on high school queen bee behavior and you'll understand a little bit about how she thinks and acts.

Here's the really funny thing about the email circle...when it gets fast and furious, she forgets who she tells what. The stories and events get interesting then.

I felt sorry for her. But then I realized she wasn't having a weak moment. In fact, she was pretty damned excited by the new drama opportunity.

That's funny considering her " clock has ticked it's last tock"

[LittleRedFireAnt]

How curious......


LRFA, now correct me if I'm wrong, but, weren't you and Hep somewhat close on the boards? I'm sorry if I am mistaken, but that was the complete impression thatIhad(and others as well). Her treatment of you(and others), IMO sucks donkey balls.


Somewhat close White Owl.
I spent a lot of time at TF because I liked a lot of the folks there. But I don't play the email circle-jerk game and I sometimes forgot what the secret-du-jour was or what the current scheme was supposed to be. That meant I wasn't in the inner circle, but what the hell. I don't really take the boards or the folks on them very seriously.

I read a whole lot places but only post in a few. I'm a little too different to fit in most places. :i-roller:

[Maggie]

PR.. I know she was dreaming.. what I meant was she had mentioned that regardless of how much you two acted like you disliked each other, she still wanted your acceptance.

LRFA you know the history I have had with Hep in the past, it was very toxic at times, and I still carry the battle scars.. but I honestly thought she wanted to turn the page and start fresh. I saw her world crumbling around her, board life was a big part of her life and I honestly thought she was making a break this time. I still want to believe that the goddess thing has nothing to do with her...

Yes, I am naive and gullible and trusting because I always want to see the good in someone. I will feel very bad and quite foolish if I am proven wrong about this..
BTW.. I was not part of the inner circle either, or the email circuit..

[mewsicmama]

Hepburn has a tendency of taking real friendship and sharting it all away

Truer words were never spoken. I hope she finds whatever it is she needs to be a happy, balanced person.

[lakelady]

This would be funny if it wasn't so sad. The highly emotional manifesto, soul searching drama, always all about her and how she's been mistreated and misunderstood yet again.:irollers4 Please - this has been going on for years. She really, really needs professional help but it seems that she enjoys erratic and probably bi-polar behavior. A true attention whore drama queen.

I feel sorry for those who have been disappointed and who liked it over there. I think it would have been a great place if she wasn't there. Please, no one get their feelings hurt. She isn't worth it and its her failing, not yours.

[newslady]

Hi Ross, taking a break from :KaoC010:

[krisinluck]

Of course it's Hepburn setting it back up and posting! Does anyone doubt it?

I don't know what's up with the phoney goddess thing but it's really really moronic. Guess they didn't like me laughing in their faces about it either...I'm as banned as the next "goddess". :1jester:

Hepburn, you've got a short in your wiring. Guess I'm now a FFOH. :1clap3:

:1finger1:You're kidding. She locked you out, after you stood for her after she pulled this shit on me (and at least a couple of others who have gone back for more over and over and over again) for the...oh, fuck, I lost count how many times it's been now? Wow. Yeah. This is a pretty deep end, even for her.

I read a whole lot places but only post in a few. I'm a little too different to fit in most places. :i-roller:Welcome to the club of too different to fit in. Now we're in two clubs together, because I'm a FFOH too. I honestly thought she wanted to turn the page and start fresh. I saw her world crumbling around her, board life was a big part of her life and I honestly thought she was making a break this time. I still want to believe that the goddess thing has nothing to do with her... Oh, Maggie. The first true and total meltdown one experiences from her is the worst, because it just defies the senses. It's her, and a small handful of others. I could guess at them - in fact I'm certain of at least two - but why bother?

The best giveaway of all was what BC posted at Troubles:What a crock of sh*t. I received the same message as NG, so I tired to register with the Goddess name Frigg. It was a no go, the Head Goddess over there with the dusty knees rejected my registration because "Frigg" is not a "true" Goddess.Geezus. If you are gonna do something like that, at least have the sense to Google any names you don't know! There are countless pantheons of Goddesses (and Gods) from countless mythologies - I learn about new ones all the time, and I've been studying that stuff for years! She would never think to check something like that, tho. In her current frame of mind, she'd see "Frigg" and connect it to friggen which is a spin on fuck in our language.

I do feel sorry for her. And yeah, White Owl, we're feeding her. But I've been biting my tongue for months - and feeding her won't make one bit of difference. If we feed her, it gives her reason to come back. If we don't feed her, she feels neglected and it gives her reason to come back.

This will not last for long. LRFA has it right when she says the email gets going so fast and furious she forgets who she said what to. She'll be back out in public soon enough.

I have to say, though, that in all these years, this is the fucking weirdest thing I've ever seen her pull.

[paleryder]

I could try and "Thor" my way thru the door.

Gods of Thunder can do these things. :1jester:

http://photos.imageevent.com/joseywales/misc/websize/5e_1_b.jpg

[krisinluck]

Now, now, PR...Thor is like Frigg. Norse apparently isn't considered "real" at the new TF.

You are gonna have to do better than that. lol!

[LittleRedFireAnt]

Before you "Thor" the door over, there you better let someone tie a rope to your leg.

You know invoking anything remotely male or macho will be like putting out a fire with gasoline right?

[LittleRedFireAnt]

oops ignore the errant comma. I'm freaking out over the stock market just now. :1skull2:

[bluekazoo]

I'm feeling very left out of these email loops. I thought those disappeared when all the private boards started up, but damn!

Oh, naive one, consider yourself fortunate if you're not receiving forwards of forwards of forwarded emails ...

More about that later; I'm officially on vacation for awhile, and am putting the finishing touches on my fall housecleaning, before company arrives this weekend ...

[paleryder]

Before you "Thor" the door over, there you better let someone tie a rope to your leg

You know invoking anything remotely male or macho will be like putting out a fire with gasoline right?

.

hahaha....Maybe I'll just mail that blue lightning in.

[krisinluck]

You'll have to, PR. Because as of this morning....poof (http://timefor.yuku.com/directory).

Or all hidden. Who the hell knows?

I don't wanna go to work. I don't wanna go to work. I don't wanna go to work. I don't wan - :2poof:

[Bard77]

I have not followed any of this latest re-run movie concerning heps departure from boaryland, not here, nor at tf......no need.

I have grazed enough titles of threads in order to get the gist.

I must simply say this, 'those' who even entertain the idea that hep is gone forever, simply have not known her 'as long' or 'as well' as others of us.

[poohfan]

I think I've been deleted...

Oh well.

[krisinluck]

I'm sorry, Poohfan.

[bluekazoo]

I think I've been deleted...

Oh well.

Aww, Pooh, just remember:

1. You didn't do anything to deserve it.

2. You're in good company.

[paleryder]

She deserved it.

All those who refuse to bow before the Queen shall be cast out!

Just the way it is.

[tabbinosity]

Cleanup on aisle 3!

"The dogs bark, but the caravan moves on." -- Arab proverb

[bluekazoo]

"The dogs bark, but the caravan moves on." -- Arab proverb

I'm writing that one down ... it's almost Haiku in it's simplicity ...

[tabbinosity]

Yep, those Arab proverbs can be pretty deep. Probably all that mint tea.

[tekobari]

One I like a lot is: Trust in Allah, but tie your camel.

Yup, they have great sayings.

[Maison Rustique]

She deserved it.

All those who refuse to bow before the Queen shall be cast out!

Just the way it is.

Queen? I thought it was Goddess. I'm so confused... :sm1134:

[tabbinosity]

In some ways it's more confusing than it seems but in others it's much less confusing than some would like to make it out to be.

[Zilvy]

"Wherever you go, there you are!"

There is no escaping yourself!

"You can run, but you cannot hide (even if you are a Goddess)!"

[tabbinosity]

This is way funnier than you imagine.

[Aadani]

Eeeek !

Its happening..again!

same M.O....again??

*faint*


You know, its actually nice to see some things never change :1clap8:

I do think the goddess Kali would be a suitable patroness for this ..Death (to the boards)..then the time in the void ( posting under ..erm..diffrent IDs, trying to find onself)....then finally the glorious rebirth! Of course during this process dancing on the corpses of her victims

Will go over and lite a few sticks of inscence at her temple (http://www.etour-singapore.com/little-india-singapore-tour-4.html)tomorrow. :23_32_71:

[tabbinosity]

Woof!

[bluekazoo]

The Goddess Kali (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kali)

http://i33.tinypic.com/ipbo6p.jpg

Kali is represented as the consort of god Shiva, on whose body she is often seen standing.

Look out, Shiva!

[DareMe]

How can someone be deleted from a closed board?

[Aadani]

How can one be deleted from aboard..a board of any sort?

Talent, years and years of pure talent :2poof:

[bluekazoo]

How can someone be deleted from a closed board?


If one board closes, another one opens for us ... isn't that like something our mothers used say?

[tabbinosity]

Woof!

[Aadani]

Woff?

Whats with all the 'woof' crap?

MEOW!
damnit.


:011Heil-K

[tabbinosity]

"What's with all the 'woof' crap?"

Dogs barking, caravans moving on, that sort of thing.

I'll see your Hello Kitty and raise you a Tabbinous One:

http://i21.tinypic.com/r8h0td.jpg

[mewsicmama]

He looks like my Zaki kitty Tabbi! OMG - those claws look lethal.... is he a sweetie?

[paleryder]

hahaha.......Those eyes look just as lethal!

[thebigkahooouna]

http://img.auctiva.com/imgdata/2/4/2/6/5/3/webimg/91067623_o.jpg

[thebigkahooouna]

Queen? I thought it was Goddess. I'm so confused... :sm1134:




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOErZuzZpS8

[Flutterbees]

Tabbi,
Beautiful cat, but those claws do look deadly.

[Aadani]

Ahh I seee. Woof woof!

Love the quotes!! :1clap8:

but..

Not as much as I adore that kitty :1chirol_k

[tabbinosity]

Mewsicmama, the Tabbinous One is female. Those claws are indeed lethal, but she knows how, when, and where to use them to good effect. (Probably helps that she has thumbs.) She's very smart, can be enormously sweet and often is, but there are Rules. Break one and you'll pay!

PR, it's a trick of the light. Those eyes are a beautiful, soft shade of green most of the time, especially when ear scrathes, chin chucks, and cat treats are on offer.

BigK, the Tabbinous One has no need for vulgar gestures. Her mentor, the late Mr. Grey, taught her more effective techniques.

Hazel, trust me, she needs them. She's an indoor-outdoor cat and she has to be able to protect herself. My garden is jay-free.

Aadani, me too.

[mewsicmama]

Sorry about the gender confusion Tabbi! Here is a picture of my "big boy" Zaki.

http://imgs.inkfrog.com/pix/mm/D5.jpg

[tabbinosity]

Handsome dude, MM! He's a silver tabby like mine but female tabbies are always tricolors so she has fawn coloring in addition to the black and silver. Does yours have extra toes?

[tekobari]

So many kitties have extra toes! All of the "Hemingway cats" had them--are famous for them.

However (Tabbi?), how difficult are the nails to trim? IOW, are the toes in such spaces that they make the nails hard to reach? Do you have to use special clippers? Do you just give up and let the groomer/vet do it?

[tabbinosity]

The Tabbinous One's forepaws resemble human hands, with thumbs. One has five toes and the other has six, with the sixth being tucked in between the thumb and "index finger" on that forepaw.

She gets her pedicures at home with a regular toenail clipper made by Revlon. She doesn't love it, but she tolerates it.

[tekobari]

So when you press on her footpads, all of her nails push out like a regular-toed kitty? That's a relief.

[tabbinosity]

Yes, it's not a huge problem.

[mewsicmama]

He doesn't have extra toes, but he does also have some fawn coloring on him. You can kind of see it on his nose in the picture but it's all over his body.

[krisinluck]

Welcome back (http://timefor.yuku.com/directory).

[paleryder]

Some are welcome, some are not.

:sm1115:

[lakelady]

:0020.gif: not

:1rotflmao

[paleryder]

Hickory Dickory Dock
"the clock has ticked it's last tock"
Hickory Dickory Dock
"Some are welcome, some are not"

[rossshow]

http://boardoutamymind.yuku.com/topic/796/t/BANNED-by-Hep.html?page=1

Hep fights with mostly everyone at Kashtin's Board. Especially Little Red Fire Ant.

[White Owl]

Yep......




Hi Ross!!!!!!!:KaoC010:


how's the music going? Waiting for a new vid!:1th_drum:

[toke]

This is all so sad. :(

[LittleRedFireAnt]

http://boardoutamymind.yuku.com/topic/796/t/BANNED-by-Hep.html?page=1

Hep fights with mostly everyone at Kashtin's Board. Especially Little Red Fire Ant.

I don't think anyone's surprised by it...she needs someone to blame and since she's run through most of the regulars guess I'm up.
I'm philosophical about it...
Everybody gets a turn in the barrel. :sm1125:

[Doofy]

Your obviously relishing every moment of the attention, so you owe Hep at least a Christmas card.

[LittleRedFireAnt]

I'm just practicing my "sauntering around telling lies and filth".