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mewsicmama
01-15-2009, 06:38 PM
Several people have urged me to post regarding accusations made against me by someone (Hepburn/*****) I previously regarded as a very good friend. I have avoided responding to her attacks because I have seen what happens when the beast is fed.

The one time I did copy and paste something from the Deli to Hepburn/***** was when people were starting to say they thought the goddess admins were Hep in a costume. I suspected the same thing and didn't want her to go all apeshit like she does so I told her people were suspecting that so that she could gracefully stop her crappola before someone called her on it.

The night before that she (Hepburn/*****) was talking to me and ranting and raving about how I shouldn't trust (several people to remain unnamed in here) - also said some other people but I didn't know them so I don't remember their names. I do not have the extensive board history that many here have - hence not knowing who the people were. She (Hepburn/*****) was talking so fast I had a hard time understanding her. I actually thought it sounded like she was foaming at the mouth. Hepburn/***** knew that I was friends with the people she was warning me against, so I figured that was probably why she didn't want to let me into the new "MBA" board -- she told me it wasn't her decision, that the membership told her not to allow me. Now, considering I have been allowed into every board she has had for the last several years I felt it was kind of odd and asked her about it. Big MISTAKE!!!!

The next thing I know Hepburn/***** is turning around and twisting everything that was happening, calling me everything but a free white person (in email exchanges), and gleefully saying (all in CAPS with exclamation points) she would make sure that I was the person to be reviled now, and to see how I liked it. I never realized until this happened what people meant about her spinning a story. The details were being embellished as I watched in horror. I felt so bad after how she turned on me (it was my own damn fault - I know - I should have listened to everyone who tried to tell me not to trust her) that I went right to Zelda and told her what I did. It took me a couple days to formulate a post to the membership of the board about what I had done, and the membership finally decided to ban me after much discussion. I accepted that with good grace, apologized again, and took my leave.

She (Hepocrit) was so horrible that when she started really threatening me, I let her know I had pulled a Hepburn myself. I advised her that I kept copies of everything, and that I had learned that trick from the master herself. She said that it wouldn't do me any good because a lot of it was verbal. I told her that was fine because I had recorded it. That is when she really became unbefucking unhinged. Talk about a nut case. She was ranting and raving about what a horrible person I was for saving messages and taping her. Geez - when she does it it's really slick, but how dare someone do it to her?
At no time did I share PR's tragedy with her. I felt so damn bad about it
that all I wanted to do was somehow make his pain go away - but we all know that isn't possible.

Anyway, I wanted to let you know what happened as it seems like everyone is weighing in on the matter. I decided that this is not something (the
negativity) I want in my life anymore. I felt great when I cut it off with Hepburn/***** , and I was careful to be respectul toward her because I thought it was the mature thing to do. But she started bringing my name up right and left and it just proved to me that a woman scorned is a dangerous thing. It is sad that someone several years older than me isn't more mature than I am.

I have moved on to real life interests and I'm having a lot of fun with it. I have deleted my bookmarks to GT, The Deli and here. I did select the be notified of responses option for this particular thread. There are many people I will miss but those people I do have email addresses for as well as they have mine.

I will not have any type of discussion/discourse with Hepburn/*****. Nor will I respond to any messages from her current crop of best buddies. I actually like several of the people still at her board, I will miss them. ***** very clearly told me she wanted nothing further to do with me, to stay away from her and leave her alone. I DID keep up my end of that bargain. Unfortunately she did not do her part. I don't know what ever possessed me to think she would.

I hope everyone can get back to normal activities now and let this hurting stop.

Kandi
01-15-2009, 06:47 PM
{{{Shari}}}

I can attest to the pain Shari is going through and what Hep has put her through. Hep will stab you in the back. Hell, she'll stab you and then twist the knife. Everybody gets warned. Nobody wants to believe it, but it does and will happen.

My heart goes out to you as you are just one of the people she has thrown under the bus to detract from her bullshit. Enjoy your new hobby. You've got friends. Lots of 'em.

krisinluck
01-15-2009, 07:21 PM
Shari - it's good to set it straight.

I got to thinking about this thing and I did know about it - it was mentioned during a phone call with someone from the boards although to save my life, I can't remember who it was. That narrows it down to one of four or five people. I know it was not Hep I heard it from. I have never spoken to mewsic on the phone.

Let's keep this thread to good wishes for mewsic as she rejoins the Real World and leaves this disfunctional plane behind. There are lots of threads out there to let loose the hurt that Hep has brought to some of us - this one is not one of them.

Peace to you, Shari. Hold your head up and enjoy Life outside the box and keyboard.

krisinluck
01-15-2009, 07:27 PM
I edited her name from the post, but haven't figured out how to change the title. Gonna go check that in Admin now, see if I can figure it out.

~~P'tuny
01-15-2009, 07:29 PM
You have my compassion as well Shari!
I do not really know you, but it is good that real life has taken over and that you have moved on like a lady.
You owned up to what you did like a lady, and that is all you can do.

I, as well have been on the other end of constant battering from MS. Hepburn and her Asp tongue.
I have never let the words spewed forth by her hurt me, as anyone that believes a word of her spittle, is not a person with whom I would associate with in real life or on line.

She has one gross weakness, and it is a real biggie. She has always been a person that cannot keep a secret no matter how big/how hateful/how painful to anyone.
She always has to be the one that "Outs" news, as if knowing something before anyone else makes her a better/bigger person than anyone else.

She is very sneaky about doing this, and re the last incident, really hit a new all time low. (Even for her)

You are her scapegoat, and are being used to cover up the fact that she is the person that has to be held accountable for her words by using you as a diversion.

Unfortunately, for her (who cares) we all know her, and the fact that if she does not have the truth (or want to tell the truth) she will lie in any way that benefits her, not caring what it does to others.

A couple of days ago she started a tirade here against Paylerider and when the response was not what she wanted, she kicked it up a notch. Not caring who she hurts, and what the end result would be.
while harranging Palerider, she signed off with a comment re getting "hits" for TRS.
Like we really needed any help from her with hits. Like anyone really cares what she thought and said was of any importance.

"I know something that you don't know I know" is a biggie for her, and while she can justify her words anywhere, she is still a weak pathetic Weasel, banging away on a keyboard, hiding behind a monitor and feeling safe and secure in her own sad little world. Never realizing, that the time will come when she is judged for her actions in their entirety, forever!
~~Kathleen

mewsicmama
01-15-2009, 07:30 PM
My name was never edited out of the posts she made. I figure it only made sense to return the favor.

Doofy
01-15-2009, 07:32 PM
Well Shari your defenitly leaving me in good spirits.

I hope to hear from you really soon.

krisinluck
01-15-2009, 07:34 PM
Good point, Mewsic. But you know how that goes. It requires little to fuel her fire, and she's already running at tanker fuel level.

Hopefully Ross will get the message and fix that for me.

Kandi
01-15-2009, 07:40 PM
If I get a vote, I say leave it. Again, Hep did use MM's name repeatedly in every post. I'm thinking goose/gander, but know it's your call. I don't worry about her fire and fuel. If none of us make it, she'll find fuel. She always does.

I'm just incredibly proud of MM coming forward and very proud to call her friend. You don't get many real friends on these boards and she's one I'm glad to have.

lakelady
01-15-2009, 07:47 PM
Mewsic, thanks for posting. I'm sorry that you were dragged into this.

It is a good thing that you have found a life outside the boards and I seem to remember you talking about how much fun you were having.

Please, don't be a stranger.

Kandi
01-15-2009, 07:56 PM
I hope she will share pictures with us of her creations! I bet they are stunning. I used to buy lampwork beads from a lady who made the cutest stuff. Mostly frogs. They were amazing and sold really well in Florida once made into bracelets. This could be a great new business venture for you Shari. :1chirol1:

lakelady
01-15-2009, 08:01 PM
Yes, pictures would be wonderful. Please.

mewsicmama
01-15-2009, 08:04 PM
I've only made a few things (one that I probably can't post) and am still in the process of setting up my studio area. The kiln is being built and I should receive it next week. I already have the torch, lots of tools and lots of glass.

When I have some pictures worth seeing I will send them to you.

mewsicmama
01-15-2009, 08:07 PM
OOPS - Totem

I am getting off the computer now and going in to work on some more organizing that needs to be done. I'll check this thread tomorrow.

Night all....

krisinluck
01-15-2009, 08:22 PM
If I get a vote, I say leave it. Again, Hep did use MM's name repeatedly in every post. I'm thinking goose/gander, but know it's your call. I don't worry about her fire and fuel. If none of us make it, she'll find fuel. She always does.It's not about goose or gander or fuel. It's about the basic rules for TRS.

I screwed up myself when I c/p the post from yTF this morning. I left mewsic's name in it. It's easy to do when you know someone by both names; it doesn't jump out at you. I did fix that when pointed out.

But I knew Hep's name in this thread would make her crazy. It's a respect issue for me, and that's where I stand on it.

zeldas
01-15-2009, 08:35 PM
Thanks Shari
That was a class act.
So I guess that clears up the fact that I was not Harboring you at the deli.
I admire you for coming forth and telling your side of this.
"Like you once told me people will believe what they want to"
Isn't it nice to find out that many of us have a life besides these boards.
I wish you well on your new ventures in life.
You take care now.

Powerhouse
01-16-2009, 05:58 AM
.....

The one time I did copy and paste something from the Deli to Hepburn/***** was when people were starting to say they thought the goddess admins were Hep in a costume. I suspected the same thing and didn't want her to go all apeshit like she does so I told her people were suspecting that so that she could gracefully stop her crappola before someone called her on it.
....


Which is why I find you as believable as a six and a half dollar bill.
You now have a history of doing this crap, and inventing some 'good' intention for doing so, so Hep's version rings truer to me than yours does.
I suspect that both of you are fudging a few facts, not unexpected from either of you, but I'll take the snake in front of me rather than the snake behind me any day.
I've no doubt you have contrived to convince yourself that you were doing the wrong things for the right reasons.
I believe that you told Hep, and I believe that you did it to get Hep to lighten up on Josey on the future.
We've know for many years what Hep is, but I think that we are just discovering who you really are.
It is not my preference to be in Hep's corner on this Shari, I think you know that, but I am not buying what you are selling.

:1evil3:

twig125
01-16-2009, 05:59 AM
MM~

I cannot remember if it was you that wanted them....but I still haven't come across those brass stampings! (Although now hubby thinks he knows where they are.)

LittleRedFireAnt
01-16-2009, 07:17 AM
Wow MM...you really have had some wonderful changes happen. Happy, confident, lots of babies to love, growing in a good direction! You go girl!

I think that St Francis took a real liking to you! Don't forget to feed the birds for him.

:1hug3: