View Full Version : i used to be real sweet...
and...
i never fought with anybody...
i never called anybody any names...
i never made fun of anybody...
i tried real hard - to convince everyone - that it'd be real nice - wonderful - if we all loved eachother...
- oh well...
b says to me - as he reads over my shoulder - why don't you just say - when i was young and my heart was an open book- you used to say live and let live - you know you did you know you did you know you did - but in this ever changing world in which we live in - makes you give in and cry say - live and let die...
Maison Rustique
10-31-2005, 08:03 PM
:8heartbea Love you, sweetie! :1kiss1:
chynna
10-31-2005, 08:06 PM
You're one of the sweetest people I know. I loves ya. :1kiss1:
Heartland
10-31-2005, 08:09 PM
Hahahahaha! You used to be me, Dusa. Or the me I used to be, anyway. O bla di.
aw you two too...! :8heartbea
- now i'm listening to - silly love songs - you think that people would've had enough of silly love songs - but - i look around me - and - i see it isn't so - some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs - and - what's wrong with that - i'd like to know - cause here i go agaaaaaaain - i looooove you - i looooooove you - i looooooooove you - i looooooove you - hahahaha...!
- credit to paul mc-cartney where credit is due... :D
oh oops...!
p.s. yooooooooooooo toooooooooooo sandyandyandylalalalaloveya...!
:8heartbea
Heartland
10-31-2005, 08:22 PM
I love it when she sings. :8heartbea
rossshow
10-31-2005, 08:41 PM
You're one of the people I like to be nice to, Dusa! :1hug1:
aw shucks ross...
- love you too sweetie pie...!
:8heartbea :1hug1:
bluekazoo
11-01-2005, 05:05 AM
You still are one of the nicest people on the boards, dusa .... I don't think getting angry at racism or any other -ism necessarily means that you're no longer nice ... sometimes being quiet feels like agreeing, though, and then ya just gotta say something ...
LOL at b's choice of songs, though ... made me really laugh out loud ...
:8heartbea
Buffalo
11-01-2005, 08:06 AM
you have always been kind to me :) thank you... even during the days of (kick the buffalo for a nickel) lol...
Luvcats
11-01-2005, 10:45 AM
Dusa, you're still a sweetie. Nothing wrong with standing up for yourself, doesn't make you not nice, probably means you're now a grown up.
aaaaagh...!
what was i thinking when i started this thread - okay - i admit - i was drinking...
anyway - my head was somewhere - close to - what blue said - and - you too luvcats...
love ya all - and...
- okay i'm wonderful...!
:1rotfl2:
waaaaaaaait a second - i've grown up - and - started calling people names...?
- er...
p.s. {{buff}}...
Parklane64
11-01-2005, 01:32 PM
:1liar3:
apparently you don't know me because anyone who does as most have around here for many many years know that i never used to say anything mean to anyone - so just - go fuck off - you sexist racist pig...
Parklane64
11-01-2005, 03:29 PM
Well, I must confess that I do not know the history of your blatherings, so I apologize.....to Pinocchio. It obviously is something much more serious.
:rolleyes:
ross - damn-it - i did not respond to this idiot in this thread - i don't appreciate being spliced...
rossshow
11-02-2005, 12:10 PM
You did, in the Memories Room.
You didn't give me time to split HIM out of there. I'm not gonna allow this kind of crap in that room. He jumped on you, yes, and you were not forced to respond.
Off topic attacks are liable to be split.
Whould you rather I let this fool ruin a thread in the memories room?
How about I add it all back in, and move your whole thread back here? Yeah. That sounds good to me.
Powerhouse
11-02-2005, 12:10 PM
ross - damn-it - i did not respond to this idiot in this thread - i don't appreciate being spliced...
Gotta keep the sheep from straying, eh? :1chirol_r
- imagines self jumping on ross in wild frenzy...
Powerhouse
11-02-2005, 12:17 PM
- imagines self jumping on ross in wild frenzy...
:1chirol_r You Go, Girl!
rossshow
11-02-2005, 12:19 PM
- imagines self jumping on ross in wild frenzy...
YIKES! Girly style Windmill punches? Scratching, hitting?
Heartland
11-02-2005, 12:20 PM
I still :8heartbea Dusa, spliced or unspliced.
rossshow
11-02-2005, 12:21 PM
Ouch. Quit it out.
rossshow
11-02-2005, 12:22 PM
I was just trying to keep a cool thread cool.
I am not going to allow this racist jerk to just run uncontrolled, making off topic attacks, ESPECIALLY outside of the main forum.
- hisses abated submitting to ross who is god...
sadie999
11-02-2005, 12:48 PM
Dusa, you're cool. And smart and interesting and funny and sexy and interesting and kind and wonderful and crazy (in a positive way) and all manner of positive adjectives. (Interesting twice isn't a typo. ;))
Maybe we hippies just learned that passive behavior in the face of spitting gun slinging morons may gain us a place in heaven, but it lets them win down here. And maybe we believe in down here now.
Personally, putting the jerks on ignore has made my blood boil less. Even when they're occasionally quoted, I can just shrug. I do it in real life by staying away from churches, bars, and anywhere else stupid people congregate in droves. If I could just put refrigerator boxes on them, I would, but society frowns on that. Here, the ignore button is the cyber equivalent of the refrigerator box. They're gone, but I can see you.
A delightful landscape, indeed.
http://server1.inlandnet.com/~jilittle/hippy.gif
nanastuff
11-02-2005, 05:20 PM
Dusa.....There are only a few people on ALL the boards combined that I would love to invite to my home, to meet my family; that I would want to meet their family, to share secrets, to laugh or cry with, and on and on. You are one of those people, my dear!
champ
11-02-2005, 05:28 PM
Wow. Ramona seems like a popular gal. I've only "known" you in the racist thread pretty much. We have definitely clashed there. I'm sure if I were to get to know you elsewhere on this board, I would come to like you as well. I don't know if you'll ever like me, but that's ok. :rolleyes: That's what makes the world go 'round (well, one of the things anyway, lol).
Butterflykisses and I completely despised each other for quite some time. It's been just recently that we've kind of started getting along. :1evil2:
Parklane64
11-02-2005, 05:31 PM
ross - damn-it - i did not respond to this idiot in this thread - i don't appreciate being spliced...
I do apologize, I was trying to be funny and did not know you well enough to know you don't have a sense of humor. I will ignore you from now on, OK?
I agree, we were/are just being manipulated.
I was just trying to keep a cool thread cool.
I am not going to allow this racist jerk to just run uncontrolled, making off topic attacks, ESPECIALLY outside of the main forum.
So much for an 'open' forum. Jerk. Off.
Parklane64
11-02-2005, 05:42 PM
Well, drat.
Sorry rossshow is a moderator/admin and you are not allowed to ignore him or her.
Gee, tell me which forums I'm permitted to post to then, Schicklegruber.
Caped Crusader
11-02-2005, 05:46 PM
I do it in real life by staying away from churches, bars, and anywhere else stupid people congregate in droves. :1chirol_r
I think ramonaleona is just dandy. I'm even beginning to get used to the hyphens. :)
rossshow
11-02-2005, 06:05 PM
Schicklegruber.
Hardly. It's Schicklgruber. "Der fuhrer", will be acceptable.
Parklane, off topic attacks ARE frowned upon, however, in THIS forum, bad bad things are permitted.
The Memories Forum, and Chatting Forums are NO FIGHTING ZONES.
It's not where you post, it's how. No fighting, FOR SURE in the Memories, and in the Chat & Games.
KatieP
11-02-2005, 07:23 PM
I love Dusa to pieces.
I hate Paul McCartney, and now I have that stupid earworm that's going to torment me all night.
Ross is right. Bad, bad things happen here.
...{{{nana - that is one of the nicest / sweetest - things - anyone has ever said to me - and - the feeling is - mutual}}}...
i probably ought not have started this thread - i was thinking about how - when i met many of you - it was after - many years - of working through abusive situations with various people - (with me on the receiving end of the abuse) - i had been involved - a number of years earlier - with people who hurt me - very badly - some who even tried to kill me - and - finally - after a long time - it took many years - i was able to trust again - and - happily - right after that - and - i mean - immediately - i found the most wonderful partner - ever - he is very very very good - and - very very sweet - and - very very very loving - and - yes - yes - yes - i am very satisfied - anyway - after that - i went out - and - about - right after that - thinking - i will go - and - shower the world with love - this was not the first time - i'd done such a thing - i'll keep trying - i suppose...
medusa - appeared to me - i'm not sure exactly when - maybe she was always a part of me - anyway - at one point - she was - willing to kill - she would have killed those who physically abused me - however - she tried to take over my mind too - we argued like crazy - for many years - and - i believed i was the stronger of us - and - i believed - that i had convinced her - that instead of killing those who had abused me - i could just move off to california - yes - that would be a much better solution - and so - she went off - and - hid away - deep inside - and - i moved to california - well - many years later - hahaha - she came back - with a vengeance - by this time - i had my wonderful - brian - to help me - with her - we - mostly me - (b is the calmest person i've ever met - almost none of this even got to him at all - hahaaha - he just figured we'd get through it - and - here i was - acting like some kind of a freaking demon - at times - i swear - he would just say - kim - are you okay - do you need some water - and - give me a kiss - if i actually did sprout snakes out of my head - actually i think she came out - agian - and - full of such wild energy - 'cause she knew - he'd accept her) - so - i battled her for a few more years - until - i convinced her - that her role - was to heal - to spread healing - i made her a real nice place - a soft velvety place inside - and - she behaved - for a long time - she was - helpful - and - yes - healing - and - she was supposed to stay there - and also - she agreed - to not - go after those former abusers - and - kill them - she agreed that was not - her real purpose - still - on occasion - we'd argue - with each-other - concerning her real true purpose - she is a healer - that is very much true - but - she's also - a fighter - she will fight - to the death - if need be - if anyone ever - tries to kill me - or - my family - she also - convinced me that - i was neglecting her - and - should let her out - i finally agreed - she snuck out - anyway - on various occasions - she will not be ignored...
it turns out - of course - there are some people - still - out to hurt me - as well as - out to hurt others...
so - after a few years - of trying to spread love all around - a little later on - tho - seemingly coinciding with - when the world got taken over - about the same time - or - maybe medusa decided - we also - argued over who gets to be the boss - i thought - i'd convinced her - that - me - um - kim - you know - me - that - i was / am - the boss - well - after considerable thought - i realized - she is - as ought be - an equally valid - and - wonderful - part of me - and - she gets - just as much - a say - as - "i" - do...
another thing - which occured to me - long ago - is that - those who wish to hurt people - often seem to focus on - ego type issues - they seem to try to lay on guilt trips - name calling - etc. - i suppose - assuming that - these things are possibly going to hurt - another's sense of - identity...
i was born - with only a very vague sense of identity - we all were - you know - so much - of what we think of - as our identity - has been - fed to us...
well - i think - i got real lucky - i don't have a real strong sense of self...
or - put another way - i have a sense of - many selves - and - no - medusa - is definitely not - the only one - of my - other selves...
yes - of course - i like myself / love myself - but - hahahaha - i am - really - soooooo weird - and - defining me - what that really means - is - i think - impossible...
anyway - that sort of stuff - doesn't hurt me - much - that ego stuff - i am the one who said: zen is for men - (title of my future poem) - mostly anyway - that's what i think - but - please - don't mistake that statement - as meaning that i don't like men - i do - a lot...
as for this thread - i didn't start it - so as - to receive - all sorts of posts - concerning how wonderful i am - thank you - you are wonderful too - but - that's not where my head was - although - i was aware of - the direction this could go - what was is my head - was much of - what i mention above - concerning - love - and - hate - and - what to do - when some are out to hurt others - i tried nice - i tried loving - and - i continue - to do so - much of the time - however - it doesn't always work...
and yes - i try to ignore it sometimes too - however - i think that it's important - to make a stand...
and - um - what's your name - oh yeah - champ - i dunno - could we be friends - i suppose that it's possible - but - medusa - is in charge - of me - at the moment - and - i think that - she thinks - that's not likely...
as for you - parklane - i will - or - will not - ignore you - as i choose - and - as far as - humor goes - i think that - my scribbling all over your book recommendation thread - was juvenile - as well as - hilarious - it is not i - who lacks humor - i've laughed - and - joined in - all sorts of humorous threads - all over here - and - elsewhere - for many years - i highly doubt - that you can claim the same - because - not only do i think that - you are a racist - i think that - you are - uptight - and - prissy...
jon - i think you are - just dandy - too...
and - if any of you - (am not addressing my good friends here) - think to run with all this - and - attempt to - make fun of me - have at it - it matters - very little to me...
i am - very very very open...
- typos if so oh well...
p.s. missed you there - love you too - katiep - okay now - enough loving stuff - for this thread - i'm thinking...
:8heartbea
FLvamp
11-02-2005, 07:50 PM
I'm doing a drive by smoochie to Dusa ......................... :1kiss1: .................................................
Powerhouse
11-02-2005, 07:52 PM
No fun making here, Ramonaleona. It sounds like you've had a very hard time and some seriously deep experiences. Glad to hear you've been able to conqour your demons (as the saying goes) , many are not able to.
:1hug1:
Heartland
11-02-2005, 07:55 PM
I have a different name for my Medusa ... Hormones. :D
:8heartbea
(Not making light of your history, just trying to be funny and probably failing. We are what we've been through and survived.)
champ
11-02-2005, 07:57 PM
Ramona (as I "know" you), I think it's very cool and incredibly open to share yourself this way. You're a very interesting person. I probably would have never seen that if it weren't for this thread.
If we're never friends, that's ok. I understand. No biggie. Not everyone likes everyone anyway. That's life.
gotclipart
11-02-2005, 08:36 PM
Ditto what Champ said.
nope - you didn't fail - sandy - har...!
- {{{more kisses and hugs n stuff and oh oh really enough now}}}...
Luvcats
11-03-2005, 04:39 PM
Too bad you think there's been enough love, Dusa, you get another cat huggy from me. :1clap5: You always will.
...{{{okay one more real quick can't pass up luvcat hugs}}}...
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